Whenever I can feel the anxiety starting to creep into my brain and take over my body- is it weird that I can actually feel it in my arms?- I usually find it necessary to announce “I’m feeling so anxious.” I think I do this for two reasons: so people know why I’m acting weird if I seem like I’m in my own head too much, or that maybe they’ll have some inspiration and will know how to cure my anxious feelings (even though it’s all in my head and I need to figure it out myself.)īut, I’ve noticed that when I say this, most people’s first reaction is to ask me “Why?” or “What’s making you anxious?” To be honest, most times I can’t really pinpoint what’s making me feel this way. They’re so chill and not uptight in the slightest, but I’ve realized that will never be me. Things in my life have gotten a lot more stressful (I studied abroad, had some internships, started my senior year of college, and am now in the process of applying to real-life jobs.) I know some people are able to cope with this stress so easily, and I envy those people. Ugh.įor the past few years (but mostly since the start of last,) I’ve felt like my anxiety has gotten a lot worse. And when I feel anxious about something, it takes over. But, when I feel things I really, really feel them. I don’t have anxiety per se, and to be honest, even if I went to a professional, I’m not sure I would be diagnosed. But honestly, sometimes I feel like I am going crazy inside my own brain.
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